Song Title: Infinity
I was just thinking how this song was the first of the 11 pieces of music to be channeled and birthed. My life, again, has changed for the better by saying, “yes” to this Spirit directed inspiration.
The demonstrations have been amazing and I am reminded as I type to put into my book an amazing demonstration that occurred 3 days after the launch of the site and the re-launch of my radio show.
My intention today is stillness, gratitude and continued awakening to all the juicy stuff that is me and that wants to emerge and blossom through me.
Instantly, I was aware of the top of my head and the tingling feeling and light pressure that was there.
Mostly quietness prevailed as I listened. It seemed that most thoughts just came in gently and left as gently, except one that I could feel the heat of guilt or shame or embarrassment from long ago.
Always the continued awareness of the old must be let go so that the new can prevail.
I felt this was an opportunity to actually see these events as the perfect experiences I needed and holding on to these lower vibrations does not serve me. These were not conscious, but subconscious and so through this vibrational music it is allowed to gently surface, safely and a choice is offered to keep it or see the experience from a higher perspective.
As I type this I think of the woman who hung up on me/us while I was a guest on the Mantz and Mitchell/Gary Mantz show who said, “Well, you make it sound so easy and it is not!”
I get that it can feel hard to change, but what if the first thought we need to change is that it is so hard?
Anyway, back to my experience~
I am thankful and I released what needed to go and cooled down literally within my body.
How I did this is by what I said before, I decided to see the experience as perfect, that’s it…it has to be because I experienced it and everything I have experienced has led me to open up more and more to the Oneness we are.
It is about removing what layers we can. If we should see evidence there is more to move through we just simply move through it and see what the next layer has to offer us and what we choose to do in response to it.
Often our ego says we already worked on this, I did this in therapy 10 years ago, or whatever our story is. That is true we did “work” on it to point that we could and now we are ready to take it to the next level.
Next, I concentrated on my breathing and just stayed still. It is very bright in the room I am staying in and I felt a need to cover my eyes with my hands. When I did I saw the most beautiful aqua.
I remained in this color and stillness for the remainder of the music.
Deborah “Atianne” Wilson