11-20-11
Song Title: Awakening
A late start to my morning meditation. It is now afternoon.
Just doing it. Surrendering to a day that wants to emerge far differently than I thought.
My intention is to just be a vessel of love not wanting anything for me in this moment, but to see the wholeness in our family friend Waleska and surround my mom and step dad and their sweet cat Winnie with love.
As soon as the music begins I instantly have radiating energy up and down my body from head to toe and I see that energy radiating out from me like a star.
I see 222 and am reminded that all is well, something the angels tell me when I get caught up in the humanness of it all and forget there is always a higher purpose whether we are conscious of it or not, whether we choose to believe it or not, there still is a higher purpose.
I am reminded of a time as I headed out after a 12:15 in the morning phone call to a scene filled with police cars and an ambulance. I had asked, in hoping to be somewhat prepared, to the angels what I needed to know and I got 222 – All Is Well.
And so despite appearance to the contrary, Spirit again reminds me of the Divine Orchestration that is always playing out. These words are repeated a few more times during the mediation.
I next hear: “Love everything and everyone and love everything with all that you are and transmute the situation or at least your understanding of any and all situations and experiences, this is ‘The Way’.”
An affirmation came next…
“I see the truth in any and all situations and I allow that truth to wash over me and live in me for all eternity. The truth becomes the fabric of my very being.”
Next I felt like I was remotely viewing very quickly many experiences.
It was like going up into an air duct and zooming to a moment in time and viewing it, getting a quick understanding and then moving on to another one. I saw Waleska and her family in the hospital room, my parents and the vet and the receptionist at the vets and I saw my son in his dorm room and once that all came through, I felt the essence of connectedness wash over me and I saw the Flower of Life, each circle intersecting another circle, connected.
Next I heard, “You are at choice to believe the truth about yourself, you are all interconnected, all of you, no exceptions, despite your wanting to be one when you do not like what you see or feel.”
As I complete the writing, I think about all the household chores I feel I need to do and I just don’t really care about them anymore.
I feel like taking a nap!
Whew!
Until tomorrow ~
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Thank you for sharing all about YOU! It’s been great to see that you too really are JUST LIKE ME a mom, a daughter, a sister, a friend, a lover, a human! Thank you Deborah for taking time to share your meditation thoughts. Much Love…
The knowledge that we are all going through similar things as souls experiencing this time is great. I love the comment above as it validates that the stigma’s are slowly melting away. This brave openess you are sharing with us Deborah allows us to connect and to know we are not alone or seperate as we discover more about ourselves and the oneness you are talking about…. hmm, living.
Thank you!
Crystal and Julie, I am to say this to you both~it is our Divine right to be happy and truly be ourselves…we may “wear” many hats and we may experience different emotions and yet they are not who we are…we are light, we are love we are ONE.
Thank you for joining me on this journey~
Deborah “Atianne” Wilson
I am laughing…it obviously is not tomorrow here in Boulder as I typed up my comment above…
Nice to catch the goofy things like the time stamp being off!
Unless I time traveled and wrote something from the future…kidding 🙂
Changed, done and fixed!