I love how we can gather a variety of experiences as we journey in various types of meditations. It is important to note that meditation does not have to look a certain way! How freeing is that? Our soul is all about freedom and connection and that is what a musical meditation can add to your life.
Here is Justin’s 4th day with the piece titled Infinity. See my intuitive coaching and support at the end of his post.
Deborah “Atianne” Wilson
From Justin:
Sunday, July 22, 2012 (Infinity, Day 4):
My written intent before starting (written on my whiteboard): To receive any information or any answers which will guide me to my highest good.
Today I was lying on our bed, propped up by pillows, listening on my phone through earbuds. Day 4 Afterward:
Immediately after starting the music and getting relaxed, I saw what looked like a star in the night sky. Just a tiny silver dot, low and on the right side of my vision. A minute later, there were two of them, and a little later they started colliding, as if frolicking about together. They were low and to the right. Then a bit later, there was just one, dead center of my vision and low, at the bottom again.
Near the end of the meditation, I saw what looked like a backwards capital letter “D”, then a little later I believe I saw the word “DO”. After that, I…felt? Intuited? The word “up”.
Other than that, this one seemed pretty uneventful. I don’t understand this – much like with my shamanic journeys, I have clear visions, and then things taper off and don’t seem as eventful – certainly not on a visual plane. I accept it though, and trust that whatever is happening (or not) is exactly what needs to be (or not).
Deborah’s Feedback:
Justin,
Just so you know, what seems uneventful to you, others who are not yet where you are would love to have the morsels you got! The angels are asking you to remember where you are in your journey and how far you have come and that there is more to be for you.
What I love is the playfulness here. We can get so serious in our journey and expect things to be like fireworks everyday. When we talked on the phone the day I received the guidance to ask you to publicly post and share your journey, the angels reminded you about contrasts. They specifically showed me how as much as we all may enjoy an orgasmic state we are here to have contrasting experiences. How would we get the dishes done? LOL
Open to all the gifts of each day of meditation and engage with the experience more by asking questions, making a mental note of how beautiful what you see is, being grateful about your clairvoyance etc.
Key word here too is frolicking…
I would love for you to take a moment and close your eyes, go back into the visuals of this meditation and ask Archangels Michael, Uriel and Ardekiel, What is it I am to know about the letters/words I saw in this meditation. Breathe deeply and trust first hit impressions. If what you get is not clear, ask questions until it becomes so.
To your Journey,
Deborah “Atianne” Wilson
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Deborah, you do such a great job of keeping me in check and motivating my growth!
You’re completely right about others who would love to receive the morsels I got. I didn’t think about it until reading this, but I do get so caught up with the visionary/clairvoyant experiences that I tend to lessen the value of the little nuggets I may get, whether visual or not. It’s time to take a few minutes to give appreciation to Spirit and make my gratitude more known. I’ll be doing two meditations today so that one can be just for this purpose.
I’ll do another meditation as well today or tomorrow so that I can ask the questions you’ve suggested. This makes me realize that I do need to ask more questions throughout my meditations. I tend to get caught up in trying to remember as much as possible and enjoy the richness of whatever I’m experiencing so much that I don’t take time to ask questions and dig deeper. I’m betting that asking more questions may help me feel more balanced as well!
Gratitude and love!
Justin
Justin,
You can support the letting go of trying to remember it all by trusting you will be conscious of what you need, but that everything is there with you because you are sitting in love with this music.
I often will replay the song quietly while I write up my journal right after and that helps to trigger things as well as help me gain more insight. Perhaps you can try this and see if it is helpful for you. One of the symbols for Archangel Ardekiel is the “Scales of Justice” and for you what I would encourage is that more of ALL the ways we can communicate can come into balance beyond your clear visions…open up to all of them…in fact our last International Angel Circle recording from July would be great to support this.
To ponder: When we ask questions we gain a deeper relationship and understanding of the wonderful ways we connect with Spirit. If I said something you did not understand, wouldn’t you ask me to clarify it for you?
To high vibrating clarifying questions,
Deborah “Atianne” Wilson