We continue with Justin’s Experiences… You will find my feedback to Justin at the end of his post~
Deborah “Atianne” Wilson
Friday, July 20, 2012 (Infinity, Day 2):
My written intent before starting (written on my whiteboard): To tap into my past lives and find out what I need to support me in this lifetime from each of them, preferably with help from “Z”.
Today I will again be half lying/half sitting on Steven’s bed, using my phone with earbuds, and wearing my medicine bag.
Interesting thought: I thought a little today about how I’m more and more knowing what Hayley and Steven are going to say or ask before they do, and I’m saying it to them before they speak.
Day 2 Afterward:
Today was not nearly as visual as yesterday was. I may have been trying or hoping too hard. However, it was still very interesting.
Not long into the meditation, I felt a sharp pain in my chest/core area, pretty much right at sternum level. I heard a voice, which I think may have been “Z” say that the angels were detoxifying my liver. It said I had damaged it from drinking in the past, and that they were healing it. The voice also suggested I continue to abstain from drinking.
Then I felt and saw a dull/average (not bright) yellow light surround me. The voice said it would help me heal. This light was present for probably a couple minutes, and I then heard the voice say that my mind needed to be detoxified before continuing. It then asked if I wanted this cleansing, to which I replied “Yes, please cleanse me for my highest good”. Then a purple light surrounded me and I somehow felt it go inside my head and inside my body as well.
When I asked about my past lives – what I needed to learn from them to support me in this lifetime – there was a chuckle and the voice made some sort of funny statement about trying to hurry and to just relax. It did, however, say that since I already knew I was here to heal, the murder in a past life was to help me understand the angry emotions a killer experiences, so that I may better understand and work with people who have anger issues.
I also felt the confrontation of a battle from another life – one where I think I was a soldier in a war. It’s hard to describe…I just felt confrontation, fighting, fear, adrenaline, and just very emotionally….uncomfortable and discontent.
I felt very content, peaceful, restful before coming out of the meditation, as if I could stay in it for hours. That was it for today.
Today my mom said she was going to give me a check for training services. We had agreed that I would plan a workout and train her, which I did, but I had asked to do it for free, mostly to give myself more experience soon after I obtained my certification.
What really stands out for me to speak to you about is the awesome cleansing energy you are experiencing with the music.
Detoxification of mind and body has been experienced by many of us as we have utilized the music of Archangel Ardekiel. I can see you are very open to it and it can vary from person to person and from listen to listen.
Please measure out your water for the day and please support all the clearing you are/will experience with a lot of hydration…we are better receptors this way for our intuitive capacities.
You are very Claircognizant and so you will find more and more your ability to tune into others and have these knowings…
Being receptive to the gifts of others is for your highest good. You are being asked to remember that your source is Source and that Source will deliver to you what you need through a variety of means and people.
You are wanting to give your services away to gain more experience and your mother is wanting to show you that it is beautifully balanced by an exchange of energy…your stretch will be to be able to open to all of it.
Great session Justin!
🙂 Deborah “Atianne” Wilson